The Story of Story

sorry for my dear friend , on that day ,

I say something very unpolite and rude to you .

it is really my problem .I hope i have not hurt you …

I always do the unsuitable things when I am on the tired mode…

at that time , I really know i have to get rest…

but sometimes I suppose I can affort to do 

a little more time before I go to rest…

when I am tired , my EQ and IQ will get to the lowest…

easy to get angry ,easy to say bad things, easy to sad …

easy to get loss, easy to  do things without logic and unreasonable…

and also hard of hearing…

I will try to get rest when i recognize I am on the tired mode…

it is my fault, please forgive me for doing things that hurt you …

in these day ,we don"t see each other for days, it seems to have no problem with me in my outside ,

i just want to hide my feeling forever and ever for the deepest place that no one can find out .i don’t want to say anything relate to you ,bercause i know when i say it at once , the stong feeling wll come out .so i just say no more when someone ask me about u . i really know it will dstroy me .when i go to the place that we have been to and  the feeling is coming out…..it seems that we have go to many places . sometime i think if i can disappear in macau or the places that we have been to  can be vanished may be it will better .but i know it won’t happen .even when i saw the music fountain with my friends,the feeling and the picture will come out. sometimes i think why we have to meet each other. i am not so strong enough to get over it.it is really hurt in my heart…..

if the time can come back , i don’t want to so friendly with u ……. sorry about that…..

lord , i know i  have many things to learn….. . sorry for doing so badly things to u and my friends …..

sorry for i am not stand strong enough and make you worry and angry …..

please forgive me…….

在這緊湊的個多月裏，完成十多項的考試項目！

總算告一段落,想不到,面對著考試的過程,

竟經歷了數個失眠夜!這是我所預料不到的!
可能背負的東西和學生時代的我不同了,

角色也轉變了!壓力的種類也不同!
相信在這適應期過後能調整過來!

重拾輕省的心!