in these days , some news that make me not feeling well .
i have pray it for times , but it is not as good as the pray .
i know my heart is something wrong.
i know i can’t change anything by myself .
also i know that something have not happen although we pray it .
it must have some reason but i won’t know or never know .
although in my mind,i know it is your freedom,
but i feel so sad for what you decided to.
i think you won’t have this decision,
so when i heard that, i really get hurt…
but it is your choice……at last.
what i can say ,i think i have already say it.
but it can’t change anything at last.
in my mind , i know it is not my problem.
but my feeling is not as the same as,sometime i think is it my problem that
i have not make my effort to do ……
so sad and disappoint ,don’t know why and don’t know how to do next.
are you here?
i know you have already heard the pray ,
would you told me what can i do for them……please…..
it is so tired , is it the real love ……
the love is so pain and hurt……
i remember when i get in sin , my dear mum told me not to do and think ,
but i have not follow, i really know it is so hurt and pain for u ……
really sorry …please forgive me……